Weird.

Because it's very weird of me seeing or rather, reading people posting how happily they are in love now. I mean I know people get hurt, picked themselves up and start over again. Then why doesn't it happen to me? :\ I know Im being an ass to walk away from someone who adores me, but i dont adore him the way he does. "It take two palms to clap." Nevertheless, Im still searching for the guy whose silence isn't awkward to me. It's like almost we could speak directly to our hearts. :) Like how _______ and I did. Even though our paths never cross now, I still miss having the relationship with you, I really do. :) And Im not saying I want history to repeat or something, because you've changed, well, i guess i do too. So ya, if life gave me another chance to make things up, I wouldn't correct it, because I might take you for granted. So it's best for me to keep this regret in my heart. :')

Without all those mistakes, how would I know how much I'd miss you right now?