Vulnerable.

Damn, it's 0230hrs now. And Im awake.

Anyway, I cried damn hard just now @ the kitchen. Why? Because of a damn cockroach.

I stepped on its moving legs and it like wriggle / ticle my feet and I was like O.o what was that. And when I removed my feet, ta dah.

An overflipped cockroach.

Of course I freaked out! I went "AH!" A sharp, short scream or yell or whatever.

Then I stood over at my toilet door and cried like a baby.

Now I really know whats "Tears started rolling off my rosy cheeks".

Ah shit.

Never have I felt so vulnerable before! Even though it's neither crawling nor flying.

Still, I got scared and stood rooted to the ground.

My sis was like, "Why didnt you run off?!"

I only replied, "Idk. I was so scared..."



Well, I think it kinda reflect my inner beauty thoughts about my life. Even though something, like love might be harmless in the beginning, it could only hurt so bad in the end. I know, I've been through it. So why love? I've decided not to take the risk anymore. Mark my words okay.

:'(

Im still very scared. :( Off to my bed with my Stitches. :'(

Au Revoir.