Sunday, 5 July 2009

Close to tears.

Im moody cause I feel like I've wasted my precious weekend. Argh.

1) Fri, Boyfriend and I headed home straight after school, I slept throughout since I was having serious cramps.

2) Sat, Boyfriend and I just walked aimlessly around malls and all. No plan, no nothing. Gah. :( And it's supposed to be our first month 'celebration'. Walked to Raffles Link and saw the Roxy laptop bag I wanted all my life! Damn, but I really need to save money, so I didnt get it. Gosh, Im so upset by that too. It was love at the first sight. Hahahaha! Headed over to vivo after tht. Had dinner with his friends, I didnt eat tho, was too upset already. But it was fine, after dinner went on separate ways with him; I went to walk around shops with his girl friends, Zann and Jacq. It was nice to walk around malls and talking about girls stuffs, fashion. I was tempted to get a purse that has words "Being Rich is Awesome." And I fucking agree. :( Hahaha. But I didnt get it tho, cost doesnt equals to the quality. Rofl. Bid farewell with them and headed home by bus. And with that, pretty much ended my Happy First .

3) Today, Im not meeting anyone which means I'll be staying at home, hopefully I would use the time to revise for my UT2.

I still feel so upset, and Idk what to do to make myself feel better, neither do I know what you can do.

I want to watch The Notebook, The Lake House and all those movie that make you cry so badly until you finish like 2 or more boxes of tissue, while holding a tub or more of Chocolate Therapy. :(

Since now cannot have retail therapy liao, I change to Chocolate. :(






Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much

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